Meetshow was created in response to how easily violent content can be accessed online - and how it's often used today as a form of entertainment.
This project begins as MeatShow - a site that mimics real gore websites where violence, death, and human suffering are consumed for entertainment. The experience includes face-mapping which shifts the perspective - reminding the viewer that they are not just a passive observer, but an active participant in the system.
No data is collected. Face-mapping happens entirely in the user's browser. To avoid ethical concerns, all thumbnail images are AI-generated, but the titles are real, taken from currently active gore websites as of 2025.
While researchers don't fully agree on the impact of consuming violent content, it would be naive to think it has no effect on the human brain. Following studies suggest that exposure to graphic content can lead to various psychological changes.
Increased proviolence attitudes
According to research violent content exposure can be associated with stronger proviolence attitudes and lower empathy.
Reduced physiological response to violence
Research suggests that prior exposure to media violence can be linked to lower physiological reactivity, possibly indicating desensitization. Also watching violent clips led to an increase in anxiety.
Reduced empathy
Research shows that consuming violent content can lower empathy for the victims and increase enjoyment of violent content. This emotional shift is linked to desensitization that can develop after repeated exposure.
Increased arousal to violent content
According to research, frequently consuming violent videos can increase aggressive behavior, increase arousal and can cause desensitization to violent content.
The Censorship Dilemma
The Censorship Dilemma
Where do we draw the line between necessary documentation and harmful exposure? Some argue that limiting violent content can hide important realities - especially in the context of war, injustice, or historical violence. As Susan Sontag explores in Regarding the Pain of Others, disturbing images can help us confront uncomfortable truths, but that doesn't mean all graphic content serves a purpose.
Emotional strength through exposure?
Emotional strength through exposure?
Some viewers claim that repeated exposure helps them feel more prepared for real-life emergencies - or less emotionally reactive overall. While this might seem useful, it's important to recognize that watching violence on a screen is not the same as experiencing it in person. Desensitization online doesn't always translate to emotional strength in real life.
Consent and Human Dignity
Consent and Human Dignity
Many graphic videos shared online show real people, often victims, without their knowledge or consent. Sharing or watching such content can unintentionally turn someone's pain into entertainment. It's crucial to consider the dignity of victims and the emotional impact on their families.
Who is responsible?
Who is responsible?
Every person who watches, shares, or uploads violent content plays a part in its spread. When this material is easily accessible, even to children and teens, the consequences can be serious. Responsibility should lie not only with platforms, but with users too.
How common is exposure to real-life violent content online? More and more people, especially young viewers, come across it, often without warning. While research is limited, available statistics show what types of content are seen, where, and how often.
Research by The Youth Endowment Fund (YEF) reveals 70% of teens have encountered real-life violence on social media
To dive deeper into this topic, I created a questionnaire about real-life graphic content. It was completed by 70 people who have seen violent content online.
60 responders - How did you come across real-life violent, graphic content online? (Multiple answer question)
Through social media
By accident
Shared by others
Through certain websites
Through news or documentaries
Searched for it myself
It's easy to forget that behind violent videos are real people with families, lives, and stories. This section focuses on the victims whose lives were exploited and the viewers who were impacted by what they saw.
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When I was a teenager and in a very vulnerable mental state, my friend shared with me that they were watching gore online. It made me curious so I asked them to show me. When they did, I was shocked that not only things such as shown there are happening in the world, but also that there are people filming them and deciding to post it. I felt sick to my stomach. Not long after this, my friend shot themselves. I wondered if gore was part of the reason so I visited the website again, but it did not feel as sickening to me anymore as before. It made me feel uneasy but also kind of comforted that those were just bodies and all those people whose lives brutually ended can rest in peace now. I kept visiting it from time to time until the website got banned.
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I work in the army, here gore content is showed very often. My colleagues and people around me are usually encouraged to see different torture and life threatening videos as education for what kind of things might happen in my line of work. When I first saw such videos I was shocked and a bit sick to my stomach, but after a while I became numb and now I don't really react much to such content, just think such things like: "oh again with the same scenario and same views". Seeing such videos doesn't encourage me to watch them on my free time, but it does change my perspective on how I view different situations. Sometimes I become insensitive and cant feel empathy to someone who got injured, but I do try to help if needed, even though smaller injuries seem to make me unresponsive and less sensitive if it happens to someone else.
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I began exploring the internet at a very young age, without any adult supervision. As a child I found that the sexual side of the internet was the most intriguing, because in real life it felt like a "forbidden fruit." On pornography websites, it was easy to find violence-related content. Soon after, I found myself searching for gore content to see how far people would go for sexual pleasure. I found myself watching significantly more graphic content until I reached a point where I could no longer find material as extreme as what I had seen before. When I was in my late teenage years, I revisited this past interest, and as a more mature person, I recognized how disgusting it was - I was truly horrified by my actions. To this day, I do not know what subconscious effects consuming this kind of content at a young age has had on me.
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I have seen different types of violent content on the internet before. Usually on youtube, facebook or instagram just browsing. I watched it out of curiosity. The content left me feeling different ways depending on the context of the videos, some made me feel numb, others disturbed, saddened, questioning how can cruel things like that happen in life? And thinking about how something horrible could be happening to someone else right now while I'm sitting comfortably at home.
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As a teenager, I used to binge a ton of YouTube videos about the most gruesome crimes, infamous serial killers, and even suicides you could still find online-usually all ranked in some top 10 list by a random dude. After watching, I'd go down internet rabbit holes looking them up. I did it all with the specific goal of desensitizing myself to gore, because I thought that would make me seem different and cool, obviously, that's how you do it. But I didn't feel any cooler afterwards. I mostly just felt worse. Those videos left me sad, uncomfortable, and honestly kind of disgusted with myself.
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It was a while ago, but I remember vividly I was just scrolling through Reddit and I saw this video of a group of people lifting a wooden pole that seemed like an electricity transmitter, and then very suddenly they just all dropped from an apparent electric shock. It was so jarring seeing the people just drop dead especially so unexpectedly, since I didn't exactly know what I was getting myself into by watching the video. It made me feel incredibly upset and also disgusted that a video like this was shared for amusement purposes, however morbid they were.
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Quite recently, while reading war news on Telegram channels, I came across a very graphic video, showing uncensored torture on Ukrainian soldiers. It was very unexpected and seeing it for only a few seconds I felt sick to my stomach and thought I would throw up. I could not believe this content was out there for everyone to see and being cheered upon by multiple people. It made me scared to read news on there ever again, because I thought it censors and gives warnings on such videos, but apparently it is not always the case.
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I really haven't seen a lot of graphic stuff online. When I did, it was quick. Usually, it was gross-out shock videos. Sometimes really violent things too, like ISIS executions people posted on 4chan. I definitely wasn't looking for it - watching that kind of thing just doesn't appeal to me. It mostly just made me feel sick and disgusted. The weird thing is, after seeing that stuff, I kind of felt like bad news on TV didn't hit me as hard anymore. Like I got a bit numb to it.
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I enjoy watching psychological analyses of crime suspect interrogations. There are many on YouTube that offer interesting insights. These videos usually don't contain any gore or violence, but the narrator provides detailed descriptions of the crimes that occurred. After hearing them talk about the crime scene images and reading comments of people discussing them, I became curious and decided to look them up myself. Unfortunately, they were very easy to find with a simple Google search, which led me to even more sources of this content, such as various subreddits and random forums. Once I saw them, I instantly regretted my decision to search for them-it left me feeling upset and shocked by what I had just seen.
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When checking insta I usually check the blurred content that shows videos/photos from Palestine or Ukraine, just to know the reality that is happening today. I used to watch gore, crime scene and accident videos in my early teens, as I grew older I felt more empathy and stopped doing that as I felt the emotions of the people in the videos. Now I just do it for educational purposes to know what could happen to my country if a war started, even when it feels uncomfortable, I never do it out of some game or pleasure.
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Who they were beyond the graphic videos
Ronnie Mcnutt, 2020
Bianca Devins, 2019
Jun Lin, 2012
Neda Soltan, 2009
Michael Mohn, 2024
Travis Alexander, 2008
Being exposed to violent or graphic content online can lead to lasting psychological and emotional effects. These experiences can be distressing or even traumatic, and sometimes support from others is necessary.
Here are some steps and resources to help you process what you've seen and take care of your mental well-being.
You don't have to go through this alone. Whether it's a friend, a sibling, or even a stranger on a support forum - saying "I saw something that really shocked me" is enough to start the conversation. Talking it out can help your brain begin to process what happened.
After encountering distressing content, reducing screen time can help regain emotional balance. Step away from platforms where violent material is common and take time to reset. Try switching to positive content like animal clips, art accounts, or uplifting stories to create a healthier digital space.
Violent content can take a toll on both mind and body. Pay attention to basic needs: eat regular meals, stay hydrated, get enough sleep, and try to move your body. Simple actions like walking, listening to music, or spending time with someone you trust can help you feel grounded again.
If the content you've seen continues to affect your thoughts, emotions, or daily life, reaching out to a mental health professional can make a real difference. Therapists are trained to help you process distressing experiences in a safe, supportive way - you don't have to manage it alone.
You don't have to go through this alone. Whether it's a friend, a sibling, or even a stranger on a support forum - saying "I saw something that really shocked me" is enough to start the conversation. Talking it out can help your brain begin to process what happened.
After encountering distressing content, reducing screen time can help regain emotional balance. Step away from platforms where violent material is common and take time to reset. Try switching to positive content like animal clips, art accounts, or uplifting stories to create a healthier digital space.
Violent content can take a toll on both mind and body. Pay attention to basic needs: eat regular meals, stay hydrated, get enough sleep, and try to move your body. Simple actions like walking, listening to music, or spending time with someone you trust can help you feel grounded again.
If the content you've seen continues to affect your thoughts, emotions, or daily life, reaching out to a mental health professional can make a real difference. Therapists are trained to help you process distressing experiences in a safe, supportive way - you don't have to manage it alone.
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